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I'll make it
You'll fake it
I don't fit
Tell me where do you sit
I'll admit that I'm ashamed
Even if the world thinks I'm lame
I'll scream it at the mass
Just to get another laugh
I don't know why but
People say mean things
They say
What a shame
What a shame
I can't see
You've trapped me
I could be anything but this
Oh well, what have you seen
I'll admit that I'm ashamed
Even if the world thinks I'm lame
I'll scream it at the mass
Just to get another laugh
I don't know why but
People say mean things
They say
What a shame
(Guitar Solo)
I'll make it
You'll fake it
I don't fit
Tell me where do you sit
I'll admit that I'm ashamed
Even if the world thinks I'm lame
I'll scream it at the mass
Just to get another laugh
I don't know why but
People say mean things
They say
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
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I'll make it
You'll fake it
I don't fit
Where do you sit?
I'll admit that I'm ashamed
Even if the world thinks I'm lame
I'll scream it at the mass
Just to get another laugh
I don't know why but people say mean things
They say...
What a shame!
What a shame!
I can't see
You've trapped me
I could be anything but this oh well
What have you seen?
I'll admit that I'm ashamed
Even if the world thinks I'm lame
I'll scream it at the mass
Just to get another laugh
I don't know why but people say mean things
They say...
What a shame!
(Guitar solo)
I'll make it
You'll fake it
I don't fit
Where do you sit?
I'll admit that I'm ashamed
Even if the world thinks I'm lame
I'll scream it at the mass
Just to get another laugh
I don't know why but people say mean things
They say...
What a shame!
What a shame!
What a shame!
What a shame!
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There's a screw and it's loose in my brain
Think it fell through the drain
Might be going crazy
Something tells me I'm okay
And what is life to me
It gets so hard to breathe
My foot out the door is being beat with a board
Think I'll cry some more
My name is failure and I'm pretty familiar
No stranger to danger
And what is life to me
It gets so hard to breathe
What's this life of mine
Gets so hard sometimes
There's a screw and it's loose in my brain
Think it fell through the drain
Might be going crazy
Something tells me I'm insane
And what is life to me
It gets so hard to breathe
What's this life of mine
Gets so hard sometimes
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There's a screw and it's loose in my brain
Think it fell through the drain
Might be going crazy
Something tells me I'm okay
And what is life to me
It gets so hard to breathe
My foot out the door is being beat with a board
Think I'll cry some more
My name is failure and I'm pretty familiar
No stranger to danger
And what is life to me
It gets so hard to breathe
What's this life of mine
Gets so hard sometimes
There's a screw and it's loose in my brain
Think it fell through the drain
Might be going crazy
Something tells me I'm insane
And what is life to me
It gets so hard to breathe
What's this life of mine
Gets so hard sometimes
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I used to dream
Of you and I running through the streets
But since that day
I have found another way
I'm not sure
That I'll keep on holding aboard
And I don't belong
So I, I made you this song
About you, you in the spot
And I don't belong with you
Cause I'm too far gone
I used to dream
Of you and I dancing in the sheets
But since you've changed
I think that I have lost my way
And I know that my days are spent
The hours drift away like my apartment rent
And I don't belong
So I, I made you this song
About you, you in the spot
And I don't belong with you
Cause I'm too far gone
And you let me down
Cause you, you weren't around
And I, yeah I'll come back up
But I, I still feel stuck
I used to dream
Of you and I running through the streets
But since that day
Why I think I have found another way
And I'm not sure
That I'll keep on holding aboard
And I don't belong
So I, I made you this song
About you, you in the spot
And I don't belong with you
Cause I'm too far gone
And you, you let me down
Cause you, you weren't around
And I, yeah I'll come back up
But I, I'm still stuck
Oh
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I will face (I'm) a waste of space, a broken mirror
I will choose to sit and lose the words of my youth
You knew
The truth
I'm not good at being told I will fold from pressure from you
I'm not good at facing the truth a bleeding tooth that's pulled
In two
The truth
I know I'm not alone when
When I say I'm drifting away
I know I'm not alone when
When I say I'm drifting away
I know I'm not alone when
When I say I'm drifting away
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When you're gone
I feel like I just doughnut belong
But now I see
All the love you've stolen from me
I'm a believer
But I don't believe
I'm just a ghost
That you don't see
When you're here
I feel like I could smile for years
But I should've known
That you would go and break that down
I'm a believer
But I don't believe
I'm just a ghost
That you don't see
(Intense shredding)
I'm a believer
But I don't believe
You're just a ghost
That I don't see
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I'm all alone
But not lost, too far gone
And you don't know
The pain we take fighting ourselves
I don't know what to say to you
When you are leaving me
So I will say goodbye this time
For real
When it rains
I think of pain, a forgotten song
It's in our veins
It's a pulse that's meant to sing along
I don't know what to say to you
When you are leaving me
So I will say goodbye this time
For real
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I've made a mess of my life
Built a wall up all around me
I'm so tired of rhyming
I want to start all over!
Go back to the start
Of this world I can see
Take it slowly
I'd like to begin, begin again!
I have taken it for granted
All the riches eyes can see
All this mischief I've been causing
I would take it all back!
Go back to the start
Of this world I can see
Take it slowly
I'd like to begin, begin again!
(Guitar Solo)
Go back to the start
Of this world I can see
Take it slowly
I'd like to begin, begin again!
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I don't care if you want me
I don't care
I don't mind if you worry
I don't mind
You will watch me fade away
You just need to stay away
Wasting all this time of mine
(Are you?)
I just want you to want me
I just want
I don't want you to worry
I don't want
You will watch me fade away
You just need to stay away
Wasting all this time of mine
(Are you?)
(Are you?!)
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Staring at the wall again
Something's stirring up my passion
Afraid that she'll hurt you again
A nail through my heart, nail through the heart oh
As long as you're happy
I'll keep burning
As long as you want me
I'll follow your hand
I'll follow your hand oh
I'm falling apart inside like dice gambling time just inside my mind
I'm reaching for the land just above my head
I'm better off dead when you're in my mind...
Mind what you say, I have to remember
That I'm in the way
Your words like knives, they cut me inside
I don't know why you always have to be right oh my
As long as you're happy
I'll keep burning
As long as you want me
I'll follow your hand
I'll follow your hand oh
I'm falling apart inside like dice gambling time just inside my mind
I'm reaching for the land just above my head
I'm better off dead when you're in my mind... oh...
I'm falling apart inside like dice gambling time just inside my mind
I'm reaching for the land just above my head
I'm better off dead when you're in my mind... oh...
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Staring at the wall again
Something's stirring up my passion
Afraid that she'll hurt you again
A nail through my heart, nail through the heart oh
As long as you're happy
I'll keep burning
As long as you want me
I'll follow your hand
I'll follow your hand oh
I'm falling apart inside like dice gambling time just inside my mind
I'm reaching for the land just above my head
I'm better off dead when you're in my mind...
Mind what you say, I have to remember
That I'm in the way
Your words like knives, they cut me inside
I don't know why you always have to be right oh my
As long as you're happy
I'll keep burning
As long as you want me
I'll follow your hand
I'll follow your hand oh
I'm falling apart inside like dice gambling time just inside my mind
I'm reaching for the land just above my head
I'm better off dead when you're in my mind...
(Guitar Solo)
I'm falling apart inside like dice gambling time just inside my mind
I'm reaching for the land just above my head
I'm better off dead when you're in my mind... oh...
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Sitting in the middle of the road again
Cause no one wants to be my friend
Some people do but I won't let them
To take them down burning with burden
Float askew on que down here with me
Or die with pride and rip yourself a new life right on time
You know nothing about me
Humility
Laying with my face underwater again
Cause suicide is just a trend
Some people say that falling in love is strange
Well what's so wrong with being gay?
Float askew on que down here with me
Or die with pride and rip yourself a new life right on time
You know nothing about me
Humility
Me
Humility
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Standing on the ledge I feel numb
As I listen to the water
Arms they feel weak
Like a branch dying in the cold year
And oh if I could've known
What would've came from this
I would've loved you any way you were
Oh the nights we wait
And the days we live
Will we never wake from these
Dreams relived
I love the sound of your precious lips
I'm hoping that some day we'll kiss
But I am stuck in friendship
And now I hear the rain
Fall upon the broken rafters
Reminding us to love
The joyous sounds of laughter
And oh will I never learn
How to stay away from all of this
I would've loved you any way you were
Oh the nights we wait
And the days we live
Will we never wake from these
Dreams relived
I love the sound of your precious lips
I'm hoping that some day we'll kiss
But I am stuck in friendship
We live in a dream
Where people don't find love or peace
No one lives for free these days
And all that we want to do is sleep
Oh the nights we wait
And the days we live
Will we never wake from these
Dreams relived
I love the sound of your precious lips
I'm hoping that some day we'll kiss
But I am stuck in friendship
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I saw you sitting by yourself
Out in the rain all alone
All we have is what they sell
So keep your soul in as your own
We'll never do what they say
It doesn't matter anyway
We'll never leave this place
She was a falling star
living on a broken heart
And she had to show her scars to beg for mercy
Walking all around the town
Faces staring here or there
Everybody's feeling down
I'll still love you good I swear
We'll never do what they say
It doesn't matter anyway
We'll never leave this place
She was a falling star
living on a broken heart
And she had to show her scars to beg for mercy
Beg for mercy
Lay it down on your broken heart
Beg for mercy
Lay it down on your broken heart
Beg for mercy
Lay it down on your broken heart
He was the one who gave you your scars
Lay it down on your broken heart
He was the one who gave you your scars
She was a falling star
living on a broken heart
And she had to show her scars to beg for mercy
She was a falling star
living on a broken heart
And she had to show her scars to beg, to beg, to beg for mercy
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Speak words okay and I'll cross the line
Only to make you mine
If there were days to speak my mind
I'd wish that you weren't so kind
All that I want is your love
This time
All that I rose up above
It was all for you
All that I needed was you
All that I needed was you
You think I'm a creep because I stare
You're too pretty it's not really fair
You make me weep my heart has a tear
Cause I'm the only one who really cares
All that I want is your love
This time
All that I rose up above
It was all for you
All that I needed was you
All that I needed was you
(Bridge)
All that I needed was you
All that I needed was you
All that I needed was you
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I'll wait in the stormy night
People run from lights
Distant echoes of soothing rain
I can make you feel no pain
We can lay by the fireside
Make love in the night
That's a scene that I can't take
From the movies it's all too fake
Sometimes it feels to real
The feeling isn't blue it's teal
The feelings of love and pain
Keep me feeling warm and sane
Tonight
I think I'll call your name
Your name
The town is peaceful now
At four in the morning
The silence leads my thoughts
Singing softly
I will take my bow
The quiet will run a'wild
Closing both my eyes
I will slip away from sight
Sometimes it feels to real
The feeling isn't blue it's teal
The feelings of love and pain
Keep me feeling warm and sane
Tonight
I think I'll call your name
Your name
Your name
Your name
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I am trapped in your perfect imagination
Lost for weeks behind closed teeth
Now I see what happens to be the land of too much fun
Nighttime dreams of her memories
And I, can't take this on my own
And I, just wanna be back home
But you, yeah you won't let me go
Through your eyes I can see your life a presentation of
All your fears, all of your tears
Life is strange it's a game we play every single
Day that we wake up the things that we make up
And I, can't take this on my own
And I, just wanna be back home
But you, yeah you won't let me go
But you, yeah you won't let me go
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Being in love is not that bad
But nothing else can make me feel this sad
I wanna help you to help yourself
Crying to herself I'd hear her say
"Take away my problems, feel okay,
I need to help myself this day."
I just wanna hold you in my arms
Sitting in the warmth how we will say
That everything will be okay
Sitting in the rain is not that bad
It's all of the memories that make me sad
I wanna help you to help yourself
But crying in the rain you'd hear me say
"Take away my problems, feel okay,
I need to help myself this day."
I just wanna hold you in my arms
Sitting in the warmth how we will say
"Take away my problems, feel okay,
I need to help myself this day."
I just wanna hold you in my arms
Sitting in the warmth how we will say
That everything will be okay
"Ooo la la la be okay"
"Ooo la la la be okay"
"Ooo la la la be okay"
Everything will be okay
(Silence)
(bonus track)
-InstruMental-
There was a man searching for his lonely heart
There was a place where he could see her face
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There was a man searching for his lonely heart
There was a place where he could see her face
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released April 28, 2015